I think I put to many expectations on Christmas this year because it ended very disappointing... It honestly feels like Christmas didn't even happen! I'm use to feeling the hustle-n-bustle of things with a party here and friends to see there and this gift to get here, etc. But none of that happened this year! Instead, I felt so cooped up, bored and lonely that there was zero excitement or recognition that it was even Christmas. I keep looking back at why this was and I can't quite put my finger on it... perhaps it's because it was the first year we didn't see any of my family, or that I was stuck on the couch sick for the entire week of Christmas, or maybe that I wanted so badly for this to be a special Christmas for Jonny & I since it was our last one with out kids that I just tried too hard & came up short... Do you ever feel like you're stuck in the continuing of time, not knowing exactly what day it is or what's going on and everything's just slipping right through my hands?? ... I know I do and I'm ready to snap out of it!!
[Our sweet sweet pup. She was even extra sleepy and down this Christmas]
[Traditional Christmas Breakfast: Bacon, Eggs, & Cinnamon Rolls]
[my lovely new shoes from mom!]
[Annual Christmas mug from the hubs]
[Zeeks very first Christmas present (from my mom)]
[Size TALL clothing that actually fits my hubby. He was thrilled...]
[& a special watch for the hubby]
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